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					One day as I humped Vietnam's green clad 
					park 
					Shadowed by evil demons from dawn till dark, 
					I spied my true fairest brother, like no other 
					Who had watched my back like he was my father. 
					 
					My brother lay coldly stiff upon green verdant ground 
					Truly beyond quiet, no movement, no sound. 
					Stark horror lay frozen upon his boyish face; 
					Touching it I felt of life's breath no trace. 
					 
					So beat your drums slowly... play your pipes lowly 
					Play the dead march as you bear him along 
					Take me to verdant fields, and throw the ground over me 
					For I'm a young newbie, and I know I've done wrong. 
					 
					Once back in the world I used to look handsome 
					Before fighting this communist horde in their jungle of 
					doom. 
					Once back in the world I used to dress well 
					Before post war demons imposed their shell of hell. 
					 
					Weep for my brother, lost in raucous battle din 
					I just sat on my helmet, right there, and stared at him. 
					A primal scream wrinkling boyish lips deathly and still, 
					Just taking a rest from contentious combat drill. 
					 
					I wondered that death could so easily be 
					For this goodly man who fought only for liberty. 
					Some say he answered the call to a higher place 
					Having found at last an eternal kiss of peace. 
					 
					But as for me, I do not in this life know... 
					I only know that where he went, I do not want to go 
					Zipped in a body bag as cold as the clay 
					My brother freed at last from battle's fiery array. 
					 
					�Now I drink and I party, just trying to forget 
					Dry my tears... drown Nam's horrors just a bit 
					No longer a newbie, on the fast road to poverty, then to my 
					grave. 
					Once I saved the world... now it's me they need to save. 
					 
					Oh come my dear mother, sit down beside me 
					Oh sit beside me 
					Please pity my case... 
					I can't stand my life, what I've made of this place 
					For my head it is aching, my heart it is breaking 
					With sore soldier's lament, I know I done wrong. 
					 
					As I stare at the walls 
					Stare over purple mountain majesty as daylight falls 
					Out my window, over the deep blue sea 
					Where Nam waits every day for me. 
					 
					Oh send for my brothers to heal trauma's tragedy 
					Oh send for the chaplain to pray o'er my body 
					Oh send for the medic to heal sore wounds in battle found 
					Wounds that do not heal in my soul abound. 
					 
					Oh send for the young man that went gung-ho naive 
					That I may tell him, Nam's no reprieve. 
					Lamenting for his dance with an evil grim reaper 
					Called out by a VC gunslinger, his ever after life keeper. 
					 
					Oh send for the young soldiers to carry my coffin 
					Oh send for a young man to sing me a song 
					Get four pretty girls with a bunch of red roses 
					To place on my coffin as you carry me along. | 
				 
				
					By 
					Gary Jacobson 
					Copyright 2004 Listed 
					June 25, 2010 | 
				 
			 
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								About 
								Author... 
								In 1966-67, Gary Jacobson served with B Co 
								2nd/7th 1st Air Cavalry in Vietnam as a combat 
								infantryman and is the recipient of the Purple 
								Heart. 
					 
								Gary, who resides in Idaho writes stories he 
								hopes are never forgotten, perhaps compelled by 
								a Vietnamese legend that says, "All poets are 
								full of silver threads that rise inside them as 
								the moon grows large." So Gary says he 
								writes because "It is that these silver 
								threads are words poking at me � I must let them 
								out. I must! I write for my brothers who cannot 
								bear to talk of what they've seen and to educate 
								those who haven't the foggiest idea about the 
								effect that the horrors of war have on 
								boys-next-door." 
					 
					
					
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